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Today is my eight-year “anniversary” of my Retinitis Pigmentosa diagnosis.

“I am discussing confidential patient files in there and it is NOT okay for you to barge in. You don’t come through a door you didn’t come through!”

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From BBC Ouch: Training to use a guide dog isn’t always a walk in the park.

This is a great podcast discussing the pros and cons to owning a guide dog. It is a HUGE decision that should be made after much research and making sure a guide dog is a good fit for both you, your family/loved ones and the animal.

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Forever Falling

I have a long history of falling. I’m not talking about anything romantic like falling in love (I already did that: happily married 30+ years). I’m talking about actually physically falling. I’ve fallen everywhere you can imagine; I’ve even fallen UP the stairs! By 2012, the falls had become a real problem, causing more and more damage and occurring at an increased frequency. The falls were one reason I went to places like Stanford and Mayo for evaluations. It wasn’t until I was diagnosed with RP in 2012 that the falls finally made sense. It was actually a silver lining to the diagnosis for me. I reasoned that after I got some Orientation and Mobility training, improved my knowledge of things around me, etc., that the falls would STOP.

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Ask Don’t Grab

I had a disturbing encounter today. My caregiver dropped me at the hospital curb for Physical therapy and as I was walking through an automatic door I’ve walked through a million times, I felt someone gently grabbing my arms from behind at the same time I heard a male voice saying “you’re okay….just go a little to the left”. It really startled me and I tried to see where the voice was coming from, but the man was totally out of my field of vision. I guess to him, it looked like I was going to walk into the wall, but I wasn’t. I was mostly just trying to get through the large automated sliding door without hitting anyone with my cane. The man continued to hold onto my arms and “helped” me until I got to the elevator. It was very odd as I know he meant well, but grabbing me from slightly behind me scared the beggeezes out of me as it made me realize how vulnerable I am. It also strikes me how little people understand about the degrees of visual impairment and how much work we must do in order to educate the general public on how to interact with people with visual impairments. But how do we communicate this?

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Jules Stein Eye Institute Continues to allow the Retina Division Chief to Verbally Assaults Patients Going Blind.

“I am discussing confidential patient files in there and it is NOT okay for you to barge in. You don’t come through a door you didn’t come through!”

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stock photo of woman lying on a gurney having an ERG test to diagnose retinitis pigmentosa.

UCLA Jules Stein: ERG (day two) and CT

I had my umpteenth visual field test and as usual, feel like I didn’t do so hot but at least it
is not as grueling as the ERG. McGee’s doctor scheduled her to return 12/20 and
once again, I won’t be there for my daughter as I will be in the hospital after
my left shoulder replacement.

Day 2 of the ERG was not as grueling;
there was no light adaptation
required so that helped. Sara, the tech, is awesome
and makes it much less scary. I was able to listen to my audiobook so that helped tremendously to make the time go by faster.

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UCLA Jules Stein: ERG Testing Day One

TBGirl BLOG POST TITLE: UCLA Jules Stein: My First Visit DATE WRITTEN: 11-26-2012 DATE POSTED: DATE BACK POSTED: 11-26-2012 NOTES/COMMENTS:…

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UCLA Jules Stein: 1st Visit with Dr. Jekyll

Appt at 930 – saw an ophthalmology technician. She did the basic tests – cover the right eye then the…

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I Woke Up with Lupus and Went to Bed Visually Impaired.

The neurologist is testing me for Myasthenia Gravis but is 95% sure I don’t have it. He also ordered a cervical spine CT to see if my issues are caused by compressed spine. The really scary part is that I  failed the part of the neuro exam that looks at visual field. He had me cover my left eye and my right side was unable to see anything beyond a tunnel. It’s like looking at the world through a tunnel (hence why they call it tunnel vision). It explains the car accidents, the falling and bumping into people and things.

I was sent immediately for an ophthalmology exam. Ophthalmology is at another campus so we had to get a cab to get there. I saw a Fellow; Dr. A. and she said my intraocular pressure was good; indicating I don’t have glaucoma. That’s the good news; the bad news is, she has no idea what it is. She scheduled me for a visual field test tomorrow and to consult with her attending, Dr. S.

Today was emotional to say the least; my epiphany in the neuro exam was more like an emotional breakdown. All I keep thinking is “I’m screwed”. My mom keeps telling me not to worry until I have to but I can’t help how I feel. I’m petrified.

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Photo of Shell in a hospital gown and shoulder sling in her hospital bed.

Lets clean this joint up: Shoulder Replacement #1 of 3

I had right shoulder replacement surgery today due to severe eroding osteoarthritis. It went well and family was all there to support me. I am very blessed.

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